all the kids in all the world.

i had a really long lecture from my roommate, that i was getting too old.
and i HAD to grow up and decide on getting married.

i dont know why, but i had this real strong urge to make funny faces and stick my tongue out at her as she was telling me i was too old.
really ? man. didnt know i was almost a geriatric.
:-/

sigh. when i finally thot i had got rid of all these ppl.
ok lets see.

is it really such a disaster if i remain single for the rest of my life. am i supposed to force myself if i don't feel like it?
i don't think i'm that desperate yet. also. if i was, then obv all my restrictions wud be chucked out the window.
as of now, i dont see why i can't adopt kids. i dont see why when have so many hundreds of millions of kids on the street, i have to get two more into the world. ok 2 seem to be the expected number. just imagine. if instead of getting 2 new lives. i saved 2 lost ones.
wudnt that be infinitely better?
to save a lost soul?

i know how easy it is to get lost in this world. and then u have the religious morons, who talk about god, yet will not do anything in their lives even remotely worthy of being called good.

she actually had the opinion that she wud never ever be able to look after an adopted kid. seriously. it was like, when i heard that, it was like a .... like someone had just put an arrow thru me. i swear i think my heart did still for sec there.
how can u just refuse to even consider the possibility? even after looking at the stats and their faces ?

oh god. just thinking of it makes me hyperventillate.