google video chat is apparently the next best thing,
i think companies like windows is in big trouble with people like google around.
man i can't imagine where they'll be in 10 years. i mean i can't imagine at all...
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
tolerating stupidity
u know ppl i really really hate.
fatheads.
people who think , that thinking is a waste of time. get into a mess becoz they haven't thought something through and then lose their peace of mind. and also in the process, eat my brains out on a peaceful saturday morning.
WHY are you in such a stupid position in the first place?? of being in love with two guys??
do u actually think i'd believe that you had no clue u would be here by turning to another guy for being best friends???
man life is not stagnant. feelings are not stagnant. deal with it !! i dont really feel like posting on that blog for a while. so i think i'll rant here.
what with people booing me for getting monotonous. helllooooo its my problems. i'm sorry if my problems seem boring or too repetitive to you.
oh well. i just think i need a break from blogging.
fatheads.
people who think , that thinking is a waste of time. get into a mess becoz they haven't thought something through and then lose their peace of mind. and also in the process, eat my brains out on a peaceful saturday morning.
WHY are you in such a stupid position in the first place?? of being in love with two guys??
do u actually think i'd believe that you had no clue u would be here by turning to another guy for being best friends???
man life is not stagnant. feelings are not stagnant. deal with it !! i dont really feel like posting on that blog for a while. so i think i'll rant here.
what with people booing me for getting monotonous. helllooooo its my problems. i'm sorry if my problems seem boring or too repetitive to you.
oh well. i just think i need a break from blogging.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
all the kids in all the world.
i had a really long lecture from my roommate, that i was getting too old.
and i HAD to grow up and decide on getting married.
i dont know why, but i had this real strong urge to make funny faces and stick my tongue out at her as she was telling me i was too old.
really ? man. didnt know i was almost a geriatric.
:-/
sigh. when i finally thot i had got rid of all these ppl.
ok lets see.
is it really such a disaster if i remain single for the rest of my life. am i supposed to force myself if i don't feel like it?
i don't think i'm that desperate yet. also. if i was, then obv all my restrictions wud be chucked out the window.
as of now, i dont see why i can't adopt kids. i dont see why when have so many hundreds of millions of kids on the street, i have to get two more into the world. ok 2 seem to be the expected number. just imagine. if instead of getting 2 new lives. i saved 2 lost ones.
wudnt that be infinitely better?
to save a lost soul?
i know how easy it is to get lost in this world. and then u have the religious morons, who talk about god, yet will not do anything in their lives even remotely worthy of being called good.
she actually had the opinion that she wud never ever be able to look after an adopted kid. seriously. it was like, when i heard that, it was like a .... like someone had just put an arrow thru me. i swear i think my heart did still for sec there.
how can u just refuse to even consider the possibility? even after looking at the stats and their faces ?
oh god. just thinking of it makes me hyperventillate.
and i HAD to grow up and decide on getting married.
i dont know why, but i had this real strong urge to make funny faces and stick my tongue out at her as she was telling me i was too old.
really ? man. didnt know i was almost a geriatric.
:-/
sigh. when i finally thot i had got rid of all these ppl.
ok lets see.
is it really such a disaster if i remain single for the rest of my life. am i supposed to force myself if i don't feel like it?
i don't think i'm that desperate yet. also. if i was, then obv all my restrictions wud be chucked out the window.
as of now, i dont see why i can't adopt kids. i dont see why when have so many hundreds of millions of kids on the street, i have to get two more into the world. ok 2 seem to be the expected number. just imagine. if instead of getting 2 new lives. i saved 2 lost ones.
wudnt that be infinitely better?
to save a lost soul?
i know how easy it is to get lost in this world. and then u have the religious morons, who talk about god, yet will not do anything in their lives even remotely worthy of being called good.
she actually had the opinion that she wud never ever be able to look after an adopted kid. seriously. it was like, when i heard that, it was like a .... like someone had just put an arrow thru me. i swear i think my heart did still for sec there.
how can u just refuse to even consider the possibility? even after looking at the stats and their faces ?
oh god. just thinking of it makes me hyperventillate.
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